Friday, November 16, 2012

One Last Post: My Past, Present, and Future


Before I came to Converse, I thought I had my whole life planned out. I was going to go to Furman University, get a degree in Music Education, and go on to teach high school chorus. Throughout high school, I thought singing was my real talent and French Horn was only a hobby. By my senior year, however, when I really started practicing and caring, I felt like I actually had some talent on my horn. I started questioning my choice to be a chorus teacher; maybe I wanted to be a band director. I might have been confused about my career goal, but at least I knew where I was going to school, right? Wrong. Even with the generous amount of money I was given, I still couldn’t really afford Furman, but did I even want to go there anymore?
                I went to an accepted student day at Furman and Converse. The people at Furman were very stand-offish and cold (not the music faculty, but everyone else). After devoting so much time to Furman, I was crushed that I couldn’t see it as my home. I went to the accepted student day at Converse and my experience was the exact opposite. All the people I met were incredibly nice (faculty and students). I remember walking across the quad and realizing that this was going to be my new home.
                When I finally got here, I was so excited. I knew I was going to fit in really well. I met my roommate and we instantly clicked. I met the other girls on my hall and they were all great. I knew I wanted to do music education and I was told that I could make both my instruments my primary instrument and I could decide later what I wanted to do. The only thing I was really sure of at that point was that I wanted to teach high school.
                In the time that I’ve been here, I haven’t decided on an instrument and I’ve decided that I want to teach elementary school music class. I think I would be really good with little kids and I know they would be a blast to work with. I have also made so many amazing friends while I’ve been here. Some of them I even consider to be my new family. Although I have my Converse family, I’m still very close to my real family. Caroline, my sister, and I have been ridiculously close since we were little. Even though it’s hard on both of us with me being away, we still go on sister dates and have a really close bond. She is my best friend.
                As for the future, I’m not really sure where life is going to take me. I know I will be doing something with music. I want to enjoy my job and I want to influence someone’s life. Most of all, though, I want a tight-knit family just like my own. That is probably the one thing that I want the most.
                For you who are reading this, thank you for being an amazing person. I know you will do incredible things.

7 comments:

  1. Katie, I loved your post as well as your presentation! Although I couldn't quite see everything, it was awesome hearing about how close your family is and what you plan to do! You're going to be a great teacher, and working with younger kids is a BLAST! :)

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  2. I loved your presentation Katie!!! I know that you will be a fantastic teacher, just keep swimming.:):):) <3

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  3. It's definitely a blessing a curse when you play and enjoy more than one instrument. I'm sure you'll figure out which one soon enough. Maybe you can teach elementary and teach horn lessons on the side??? In anything you do, I know the children will love your sweet smile:)

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  4. I was so sad i missed your presentation!! :( But i loved looking at your poster and reading this really helped also!!! i'm sure you'll figure out what you want to do for sure...and you'll be GREAT at it!! :)

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  5. it was a good presentation. You helped us understand you a little bit better. i'm sure you will discover what you're meant to do soon enough.

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  6. I understand the feeling of having your life planned out, and then being lost when you realize it's not what you want to do. It's tough, but I think that's part of the point of college: to explore different possibilities in life. :)

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  7. Yes, life does tend to wander off of the path you laid for it, doesn't it? But you're doing fine, and I enjoyed your presentation.

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